Thursday, December 31, 2015

Once in awhile.....

Once in awhile,
right in the middle of an ordinary life,
love gives us a "fairy tale".

Elle, today Papa and I celebrate our 1 year anniversary......
It hasn't been perfect but it's been so very very good......
In sickness and in health - I love you Dale !!!

We've "got this"


Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Greet the sun.....


Greet the sun.....
Welcome the moon.....
Wish upon a star.

Monkey, 2 months ago our "adventure of a lifetime" was about to begin......
We left Florida to spend 2 months in Chicago getting to know you....
What we didn't know then was how much we would fall in love with you.....
A love that grows each and every day.....
As the time comes to head back to Florida I am trying not to be sad about leaving 
but happy about having the opportunity to have been with you these past two months.....
I promise Monkey, that I will never give up hope that one day we will all live close enough that if Mimi  needs a hug, your arms will only be a short distance away.



October 29 & 30, 2015
- Papa and Mimi's drive to Chicago -







Thursday, November 26, 2015

GIVE THANKS



 - GIVE THANKS -
For each new morning
with its light
For rest and shelter
of the night
For health and food
For love and friends
For everything Thy goodness sends

- Ralph Waldo Emerson -


Monkey, today we gather as a family to celebrate your "First Thanksgiving".....
This year we have so much to celebrate and be thankful for....
Today when I woke up I got on my knees and thanked God for more time than I deserve and more love than I ever thought possible.....
We love you, our little Elle Belle Monkey.






Wednesday, November 25, 2015

Miss Elle our Belle.....


Miss Elle our Belle
These are words that go together well,
our Miss Elle.

Monkey, it's been over a month since I did a blog post.....
not because I didn't want to but because I was using every moment to either
getting ready to see you or to actually seeing you....

Your Papa gave me the best present ever - 2 months in Chicago.....
Actually the Chicago part isn't the best - after all, it is winter and Papa and I live in South Florida.....
The BEST part is you, daddy, and mommy......
I have been given the gift of so many of your "firsts".....
There's a lot to catch you up on but we'll start with yesterday first.....

Right now Chicago is in turmoil after a police officer has been charged 
in the murder of a 17 year old boy.....
A police officer being charged with murder while on duty hasn't 
 happened in Chicago in more than 30 years.....
The City of Chicago prays that justice will be served and if the officer is
found guilty he receives the punishment he deserves.....

Regardless of the outcome of the trial a 17 year old boy has lost his life.....
His mommy and daddy will never be able to see him again, talk to him again, laugh with him again, tell him how much they love him.....
The thought of that is incomprehensible.....

The news is reporting nothing but the protests associated with the release, yesterday, of the 
video from the police dashcam.....
But yesterday there was good in the City of Chicago - There was some VERY GOOD.

On an unusually warm day (for November) Uncle Cole and I got to spend the morning with you.....
We bundled you up and took a walk to the zoo.....
Another one of those "firsts" Miss E.....


November 24, 2015








- Miss Elle our Belle, these are words that go together well, our Miss Elle -
 P.S. Everyone get's a "song" by Mimi - can't wait to sing your mommy's song to you !


Monday, October 19, 2015

A strong friendship.....



A strong friendship doesn't need daily conversation,
doesn't always need togetherness,
as long as the relationship lives in the heart,
true friends will never part.


Monkey, as you grow your mommy is going to meet other mommies 
that have monkeys just like you..... 
Many of her hours will be spent with those mommies dreaming the same dreams as they dream.....
Dreaming that their monkeys are happy and healthy.....
Some days there will be tears and drama - little girls are like that......
But most days, without even knowing it, life long friendships will be formed.....
Those friendships are heaven sent.....
Heaven sent me Mayela....
And when by chance - at truly the most "Magical Place on Earth"- you both happen to be there at the same moment - you'll know at that instant that there IS A God !


September 20, 2015












Friday, October 16, 2015

Just when I thought I knew.....


Just when I thought I knew
all that love was.....
along you came.

Monkey, until we all live in the same city we stay connected to you as much as we can.....
we don't want to miss a single moment.....
While it isn't possible to be there for everything, your mommy and daddy are
doing everything to make it easier......

There was never a "FaceTime" when I was little, not even when your mommy was little.....
In the "olden days" grandparents had to wait for the mail to possibly bring a photograph they could stare at for hours.....

Now we have "FaceTime" and your mommy and I have started a little tradition of starting our mornings
with each other and with you.....
and I have to say - it's more than I could have ever asked for.....

Until tomorrow morning - I love you "E" !!!!!




Thursday, October 15, 2015

You never know how strong you are.....


You never know how strong you are.....
until being strong
is the only choice you have.


Monkey, your Mimi is learning just how strong she is.....
She's learning that when life knocks her down she should
roll over and look at the stars.....

And I am truly one of the lucky ones.....

I have Papa, your mommy and daddy, your Uncle Cole, our entire family and all of my friends
that love me so very much.....
And I have you - so even though God may have closed one door he opened the biggest window of all for you to come through.....

There's still hope.....
I'll never give up.....

I've got this !!!

Mayo Clinic Bound



Mayo Clinic - Jacksonville, Florida




Even on the toughest days I have your Papa to love me !


Here's to one day having a "cure"


Sunday, October 11, 2015

Captain Jack Bindrim - Celebration of Life


Flyer's Prayer

When this life I'm in is done,
And at the gates I stand,
My hope is that I answer all
His questions on command.

I doubt He'll ask me of my fame,
Or all the things I knew,
Instead He'll ask of rainbows sent
On rainy days I flew.

The hours logged, the status reached,
The ratings will not matter,
He'll ask me if I saw the rays 
And how He made them scatter.

Or what about the droplets clear,
I spread across your screen ?
And did you see the twinkling eyes,
Of student pilots keen ?

The way your heart jumped in your chest,
That special solo day -
Did you take time to thank the ones
Who fell along the way ?

Remember how the runway lights
Looked one night long ago
When you were lost and found your way,
And how - you still don't know ?

How fast, how far, how much, how high ?
He'll ask me not these things
But did I take the time to watch
The moonbeams wash my wings ?

And did you see the patchwork fields
And mountains I did mold,
The mirrored lakes and velvet hills,
Of these did I behold ?

The wind He flung along my wings,
On final almost stalled,
And did I know it was His name,
That I so fearfully called.

And when the goals are reached at last,
When all the flying's done,
I'll answer Him with no regret -
Indeed, I had some fun.

So when these things are asked of me,
And I can reach no higher,
My prayer this day - His hand extends
To welcome home a Flyer.

- Patrick J. Phillips -


Captain Jack Bindrim

We celebrated your life as you wished......
Your friends gathered and shared stories and laughs.....
I couldn't keep my last promise to you - there were tears.....
But know that they weren't only tears of sadness - mixed in were tears of joy -
Joy that is only known after meeting someone like you.....
We will miss you forever.....


















































Thursday, October 8, 2015

A baby will make.....


A baby will make love stronger,
days shorter,
nights longer,
bank balances smaller,
home happier,
clothes dirty,
the past forgotten,
and the future worth living for.


September 23, 2015


Monkey, today was the first full day your mommy, daddy, and you were a family of "3"....
I watched as they navigated those first hours as new parents.....
I saw the uncertainty and fear in their eyes as they watched every breath you took and listened to
every sound you made.....
That uncertainty and fear was to be expected......
You arrived much earlier than anyone imagined......
But then I saw how your mommy and daddy looked at you and how they looked at each other....
At that moment I knew - "you've got this little one" !!!!!