Monday, October 19, 2015

A strong friendship.....



A strong friendship doesn't need daily conversation,
doesn't always need togetherness,
as long as the relationship lives in the heart,
true friends will never part.


Monkey, as you grow your mommy is going to meet other mommies 
that have monkeys just like you..... 
Many of her hours will be spent with those mommies dreaming the same dreams as they dream.....
Dreaming that their monkeys are happy and healthy.....
Some days there will be tears and drama - little girls are like that......
But most days, without even knowing it, life long friendships will be formed.....
Those friendships are heaven sent.....
Heaven sent me Mayela....
And when by chance - at truly the most "Magical Place on Earth"- you both happen to be there at the same moment - you'll know at that instant that there IS A God !


September 20, 2015












Friday, October 16, 2015

Just when I thought I knew.....


Just when I thought I knew
all that love was.....
along you came.

Monkey, until we all live in the same city we stay connected to you as much as we can.....
we don't want to miss a single moment.....
While it isn't possible to be there for everything, your mommy and daddy are
doing everything to make it easier......

There was never a "FaceTime" when I was little, not even when your mommy was little.....
In the "olden days" grandparents had to wait for the mail to possibly bring a photograph they could stare at for hours.....

Now we have "FaceTime" and your mommy and I have started a little tradition of starting our mornings
with each other and with you.....
and I have to say - it's more than I could have ever asked for.....

Until tomorrow morning - I love you "E" !!!!!




Thursday, October 15, 2015

You never know how strong you are.....


You never know how strong you are.....
until being strong
is the only choice you have.


Monkey, your Mimi is learning just how strong she is.....
She's learning that when life knocks her down she should
roll over and look at the stars.....

And I am truly one of the lucky ones.....

I have Papa, your mommy and daddy, your Uncle Cole, our entire family and all of my friends
that love me so very much.....
And I have you - so even though God may have closed one door he opened the biggest window of all for you to come through.....

There's still hope.....
I'll never give up.....

I've got this !!!

Mayo Clinic Bound



Mayo Clinic - Jacksonville, Florida




Even on the toughest days I have your Papa to love me !


Here's to one day having a "cure"


Sunday, October 11, 2015

Captain Jack Bindrim - Celebration of Life


Flyer's Prayer

When this life I'm in is done,
And at the gates I stand,
My hope is that I answer all
His questions on command.

I doubt He'll ask me of my fame,
Or all the things I knew,
Instead He'll ask of rainbows sent
On rainy days I flew.

The hours logged, the status reached,
The ratings will not matter,
He'll ask me if I saw the rays 
And how He made them scatter.

Or what about the droplets clear,
I spread across your screen ?
And did you see the twinkling eyes,
Of student pilots keen ?

The way your heart jumped in your chest,
That special solo day -
Did you take time to thank the ones
Who fell along the way ?

Remember how the runway lights
Looked one night long ago
When you were lost and found your way,
And how - you still don't know ?

How fast, how far, how much, how high ?
He'll ask me not these things
But did I take the time to watch
The moonbeams wash my wings ?

And did you see the patchwork fields
And mountains I did mold,
The mirrored lakes and velvet hills,
Of these did I behold ?

The wind He flung along my wings,
On final almost stalled,
And did I know it was His name,
That I so fearfully called.

And when the goals are reached at last,
When all the flying's done,
I'll answer Him with no regret -
Indeed, I had some fun.

So when these things are asked of me,
And I can reach no higher,
My prayer this day - His hand extends
To welcome home a Flyer.

- Patrick J. Phillips -


Captain Jack Bindrim

We celebrated your life as you wished......
Your friends gathered and shared stories and laughs.....
I couldn't keep my last promise to you - there were tears.....
But know that they weren't only tears of sadness - mixed in were tears of joy -
Joy that is only known after meeting someone like you.....
We will miss you forever.....


















































Thursday, October 8, 2015

A baby will make.....


A baby will make love stronger,
days shorter,
nights longer,
bank balances smaller,
home happier,
clothes dirty,
the past forgotten,
and the future worth living for.


September 23, 2015


Monkey, today was the first full day your mommy, daddy, and you were a family of "3"....
I watched as they navigated those first hours as new parents.....
I saw the uncertainty and fear in their eyes as they watched every breath you took and listened to
every sound you made.....
That uncertainty and fear was to be expected......
You arrived much earlier than anyone imagined......
But then I saw how your mommy and daddy looked at you and how they looked at each other....
At that moment I knew - "you've got this little one" !!!!!






















Wednesday, October 7, 2015

You're not just my friend.....


You're not just my friend,
you're my LOVE.
You're not just my love,
you're my HEART.
You're not just my heart,
you're my LIFE.
You're not just my life,
you're my EVERYTHING.


Monkey, today we celebrate your Papa's birthday.....
This man will be there for you always....
your dreams will become his dreams,
your life will become better and fuller because he is a part of it,
and every time you see him you'll hate when he leaves.....
You have a hold on his heart that began the moment you were born and today is his day !!!


Happy Birthday Dale




Tuesday, October 6, 2015

And though she be but little.....


And though she be but little.....
She is Fierce.


September 22, 2015

Happy Birthday Sweet Baby E.....


Today you were born and our lives have forever changed.....


Early (yep, that early word again) this morning I woke up knowing that we would do anything to make it to Chicago on your "birth"day".....
Nothing, and I mean nothing, was going to stop Papa and I from getting to you.....
It may have taken a few flights and a few tears but we made it.....

We saw you and your mommy and daddy together in the NICU and our hearts melted.....
We weren't sad - we knew the NICU was where you needed to be......
You needed to grow.....
You needed to get stronger.....
And the moment we laid eyes on you we knew -

Though you are little - you are fierce !!










Monday, October 5, 2015

I may not have gone where I intended to go.....


I may not have gone where I intended to go,
but I think I've ended up where I needed to be.

- Douglas Adams -


September 21, 2015


Monkey, today was the day you "changed our lives".....
Yesterday was Aunt Penny's birthday and a trip to see her was on the books.....
I took an early early early flight (you'll learn that Mimi is NOT a fan of early)
 and arrived tired but happy......
But you had other plans.....
BIG PLANS.....
2 hours after arriving your mommy called to say "it's time - she's ready to take on the world".....
Only thing Monkey - your birthday wasn't scheduled until October 29, 2015.......


But there is another part to this story.....
There is the part of the story that goes:


Once upon a time Aunt Penny had a niece that was pregnant the same time as your mommy.....
Mimi and Aunt Penny couldn't believe it - "Grands" around the same time.....
And then one day we both found out that our "Grands" were going to be girls.....
We talked about the trips we would take you girls on and the clothes we would dress you in.....
We even dared to dream for a moment that you would be born on the same day.....
But as every story goes there has to be "more to the story".....
And the "more"of this story is that the mommy due dates were too far apart for that blessing to occur.....
"A's" mommy would have to be way over due and you would have to be very early.....
We didn't wish that on either of the mommies....


But then the story changed yet again.....
"A" waited for you......
And you began your life of making "wishes come true"....
Within the same 24 hour period of time you both came into our lives
 and our lives will never be the same.....